Oh the things you will see!

September 4, 2006

Now that Jill is officially my fiancee, I’ve been working over a lot of stuff in my head. What it all boils down to each time, is that I’m not really scared of what will come our way. I’m pretty easygoing about life to begin with, and I know that we have a bunch of stuff to plan in the next two years. But the big picture just hasn’t frightened me in any great way.

Which is a half lie.

Which is a half lie again.

I’m not worried about what will come our way, I’m worried about who and what I will become in the following years. Will I be the man God and Jill need me to be? How?

I guess I’ve got the time to learn.

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